Whenever you show weakness and plead to a woman, it’s messed up from there on out. The only real solution right now is to keep it pushing, because the longer you stick around, you’ll eventually realize that things keep progressively getting worse, with her getting more and more distant.
Once you start crying and showing her weakness, her whole attitude shifts towards you. Women don’t work on logic and they don’t respect apologies like a male would. For example, if you had a friend and you did something messed up and apologized, he’d probably think you’re a real dude and would respect you for manning up and apologizing. On the other hand, if you get too apologetic with females, they start to feel that you are weak and that you aren’t worthy of leadership.
Also, I find if you ‘change’ for a woman, she views that as weak for whatever reason. It’s like women want to test you and see you as unbreakable. If you give in and she sees she has power over you, her respect disappears. That’s why it’s so important to be a version of you that is where it needs to be and you can completely throw off any woman’s attempts at changing you… and this comes from simply not caring what a woman ‘wants’ or what a woman thinks, but focusing on doing what needs to be done to improve yourself and ultimately just being yourself no matter what.
You have to put women on the backburner and get to a point in life to where you are the man you need to be, and that will attract the type of woman you want, because the issue you’re facing with her is the same issue you’ll come up against with any other woman. Any serious woman isn’t really going to accept a man that is partying all the time, and even if you did hook one that did ‘accept it’, sooner or later she’s going to start complaining about that lifestyle and it’ll result in endless fights. You have to be perfectly honest with yourself and decide what ways you need to man up and work on those elements of your life until you’ve got it straight.